What next?

Well, now I need to learn more about how this is going to happen. Pastor Bobby and I are going up to visit Fruitland Baptist Bible Institute in Hendersonville, NC in a few weeks. I am excited about seeing the campus and learning about the program. The more I think about what's ahead of me I realize that the only way it will happen is if He provides the way...
I mean, it just seems so huge and the task so impossible. I have never been a great student or speaker and He wants me to teach His word...God please show me the way.